Again and again I rummage

Provenance: Samuel Surazal
Books: Drinking from His Eyes

Again and again I rummage
in the transience of the world.
In these moments
I reject God’s love
and despise His presence.
Yet in turning away from God
our absolute freedom is grounded.
And of my own free will
I raise my heart
ever anew to Him,
when He knocks at the door of my soul.
This freedom of love
is the mystery
of the present creation.

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